Actually yesterday's post, but underwent major editing.

"You are a God among insects. Never let anyone tell you any different."
- Magneto from X2.

Everyone thinks they're useless at one point in time or another. And that's good. Because if everyone was so full of themselves the entire world would be filled with insufferable people who think that they're the best, when obviously you're better. And the world has to be full of uncertainty, because that's the only way that life could possibly be made to be worth living.
Was so demoralised today I spent the entire block before maths looking out of the window inside of doing maths (and there's a getai downstairs again, so no chance of getting anything done before 11 pm. Never mind, slides are good). There are mynahs living in the cracks between the aircon stands in Ghim Moh block 1. I remember being very amused when I was doing work in the kitchen and a mynah flew in, bold as day, and pecked around for food. It didn't like garlic though. Plus, when my neighbour had more birds, sparrows and those small yellow songbirds kept flying into my house.
I live in such morbid fear of being left behind. I know they don't want to, but, is it my own inadequacies? And maybe I do leave people behind, unintentionally...
Siu Qey has very interesting sign language. Understandable, but interesting.
I'm terribly frightened, that's all.