Haven't really been updating as much as I should have been, which is rather bad of me.
yiliang misses school. I miss the people. It's strange though; being an only child, loneliness never seemed to matter much to me before. But now, there's only so much that one person can do alone. I mean, T3 is only T3 if there are at least 5 of us wrecking havoc together. Less, and it'll just be Aine and Meia, or Meia and Jo-chan and Kaori, or Kai and Ling
That's the problem, you know. When you reach out to people, you tend to leave a part of yourself behind. Maybe different parts, maybe more or less, but still a part of you is there. Siu Qey often speaks of people running away with your heart, but for me, it's not the heart that I give. Mostly, it's just a part of me that only they will know. Like the way Harti and Yvette don't know about this blog. Not that I want to keep it from them, just that I don't think they would understand it the way that I do, or in the way of the others that do know.
Feeling slightly incomplete now. Will probably feel better when I see Jane tomorrow. After that, who knows?
Possible salve for bad dreams: Think cheering thoughts for at least 3 hours before bed.
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