I told her I wasn't hurt.
I think I lied.
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Sometimes I think to myself: stop giving your heart away. It's only going to hurt a thousand times worse if it never comes back. Only that that's the wrong way to think. Because you don't give your heart away in the hopes that you'll get the same sized piece back. You give because you want to.
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But still. There's times when it hurts so bad that I think oh, so this is what it's like to lose your heart.
I've been taught not to trust. Your family is the only thing that's going to stand by you in times of trouble I've been told. Except that that isn't exactly true.
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I'm jealous of you people who have learnt to protect your heart. How you've learnt to cage it up without it hurting, and only give it to the people that's worthy.
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I think I think too much.
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I think I'll just continue hurting. Thank you.