I'm sorry, you have to pay me first, Tracy. I'm a mercenary, remember?
I am not lovesick about a gay manga character, and my favourite manga character of all time is not gay. It's just that everyone wants to think that he is. He has a steady girlfriend, thank you very much, and they are unlikely to break up soon. Who is it? SYAORAN-KUN~~~~~~~
But the person I am lovesick about is a real person, yes. And he will probably never know I like him very much. Why? Because I am not willing to throw away friendship for something that mightn't work. If it didn't, it would make me very sad.